Sometimes, they leave

But darling, sometimes they leave.

They just walk off while standing right there.

And that is the biggest deception of it all.

They are there. Standing.

But not for you anymore.

The people you trusted so much,

the people who were your rocks are suddenly gone.

And it makes you question everything from day to night

and how maybe that is what you always were supposed to be, Alone.

And sometimes the people you saw your future with, Leave

Without stumbling or even pausing.

Without hesitating even a bit.

Continue reading But Sometimes They Leave, No matter what (Poetry)

What it felt like to win for the First Time, ever

My name was announced, I got up and walked towards the podium. There were about a thousand insects in my stomach but I don’t think I had ever smiled this hard before. I shook hands with the guest of honor and she beamed at me, there was a congratulation in her smile. I smiled back with my pearly whites on display.

My head was spinning a little, my legs felt like they would give in at any moment and between it all I felt like flying.

Yet somehow  it all felt right. I climbed up on the block with number 3 painted on it and then carefully on the number 1. Right in front of me in the stands was my mother. Clapping along with all the other parents. There was pride splattered all over her face like paint with a kid. I had beaten the odds. I had won. I could take off to the clouds right then.  This moment was finally here.

I wanted to laugh and cry at the same moment, my stomach was heavy but was full of warmth, my heart was beating too fast and my smile couldn’t stretch wider. I was happy to say the least. 

Continue reading What it felt like to win for the First Time, ever

Man Looking Up At Stars

 

 

And I still remember that night

When the whole world had gone dark

Just little lights in little homes

Far far apart

I still remember how we had grabbed our tiny flashlights

And had flashed them on the lonely lifeless street

below our rusted black balcony

Continue reading I still remember that night. (Short Poem)

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Moving on and finally letting go. A Lady writes a wonderful letter to her ex’s new girl.

To the girl that made him laugh again,

Maybe this is a thank you letter? I guess I just have somethings to say just..stick with me.

I don’t know anything about  the relationship you have with him but I know him. I know the person he is inside. Maybe you guys decided to take it slow for now or maybe you guys are just rushing into it. It’s not my business. 
I guess I just want to thank you. Thank you for making him laugh again, I saw glimpses of the person he used to be, glimpses of happiness in him today. I am grateful to you for that. You may wonder who I am. I am the girl who broke the light in him. Before you hate me, sometimes you don’t have an option in life. Things don’t exactly go like the fairy tales. We had a bumpy rollercoaster , I just hope you stay in the seat with him till the end of the ride.

I know its difficult, the boy dances with fire and moves like water. And I know how some days you will want to choke him and punch him yet other days you’ll want to have his arms wrapped around you fighting the world together. I know what he does to us poor ladies.

Just know he means the words he speaks. He isn’t the kind that will say things so you are happy. So when does say talk just listen. I know cause I have been there. I know he’ll make mistakes and I know sometimes  he is very, VERY stupid and he forgives people too easily. I know cause I have seen it. But please. Please don’t ask him to change that. Please don’t scream at him and fight with him because he has a kind heart. Please don’t. Just love him. Love that silly boy to the brink. I am not telling you to give yourself up. Oh no. Please don’t do that. You will lose yourself and he will move on. You’ll hurt and he’ll feel guilty but won’t really be able to do anything. He’s too honest for his own good. So yes, tease him, play games with him, test his fire, make him fight for you, sometimes even make him believe what you want is exactly what he wants but please don’t change that boy. Be honest with him, tell him you love him whenever you feel like you do, tell him how you fear that he will run away, tell him about your darkness, I promise he won’t run. Ask him about his fears, ask him about his dreams, ask him about his day just listen to that boy talk. 

The world moves too fast for the cliched romances and you will look back and wish you would have just enjoyed the good times a little more.
Let him be the man sometimes and be a scary crazy lady sometimes, let some things go but not the ones that hurt you. And I know what it feels like to get advice about him from his ex but I promise you he wouldn’t be with you if he doesn’t feel anything. I may be his past but you might be his future. Just please take care of him for me? That silly boy deserves to be loved. 
Thank you again for fixing what I broke. I know it has nothing to do with me. Just…thank you?

Yours sincerely,
His ex. 


Hey! Woooh So what do you all think of this? Do you think you’ll ever be able to write to his new girl? Without any hate? I for one don’t think alot of people can. I dont think she is actually a coward but its from her point of view and she thinks she is one soo….don’t blame me folks xD

There is this one line I like a lot ALOT in it – The world moves too fast for the cliched romances and you will look back and wish you would have just enjoyed the good times a little more.

Which one is yours?

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You Need to Stop and Check These 11 Amazing Writers for Free

I had this post ready to be sent after one last edit on my birthday, however, my laptop decided it needed a retreat and broke down. That’s great too I got a new laptop!
Anyways, No excuses but yes, that happened. My apologies.
But can we pretend it’s my birthday?
I’ll be waiting for your wishes hahaha

So As promised today’s post is reallyyy special!
You may ask why? Well, cause it’s my birthday.
Nah just kidding .
It’s a lot more than that.
I decided it’s time to reflect on things and to thank the people that have made me believe in the power of words. The one’s who’s words touched me and the one’s that I think write from the soul.
Somewhat like last year’s lessons in action.  I am going be a lot more grateful this year…well try to. So my poor, half completed “The Secret – Magic ” book doesn’t keep glaring at me. (Amazing book by the way).
Also, cause this year this blog played such a huge role in my life I wanted to start from here.
Before this year I was just another reader who would wonder and gape at people’s words. Honestly, I still do but now I write too.
And come to think of it, your birthday is actually like your own new year.
We all know you stepped in here like a badass on your birthday not on 31 st DECEMBER! …Unless that is your birthday.
I want to start my new year by thanking everyone who has inspired me to actually start something I LOVE. This blog.
Here goes an awesome list of all those writers let loose on the internet who’s words have actually helped me so so much and the one’s I feel..that write from the soul. And I really started out to be like them. It’s weird how today I can thank them ! 
Well..You can call them my role models, you can call them my inspirations or you call them what they are…Beautiful souls. You guys can go check them out I linked each one up. Sadly enough no one paid me to talk about them xD But seriously…Trust me you won’t regret reading them😉
This list includes people that I loved online, they may have books of their own but they are on this list for their writings on the internet. It can be anywhere- Instagram, Medium, Tumblr, Facebook , Whatever.
Let’s get  into it!!!
Nikita Gill
Nitika Gill

 

What do I say about this lady? Her words…Her thoughts…Her soul, all of it is so beautiful that you can see it through her words. I just want to say a huge thank you to her (And give her a huge hug! ). Her words have the power to heal. For real. I am just so thankful for her words everywhere…Tumblr , insta , thought catalog and She even has a book, which I am desperate to buy. It’s the effect her words have on you. Pure beauty.

2) R.M Drake. Author – Miami – Stay Beautiful
R.M Drake
This guy is someone who has been my favorite online writer since even before I started writing myself. It’s the truth and darkness in his words that leaves this effect on you.  I guess it’s because you can simply relate to his words so much. I’ve honestly read him at my darkest times. Thank you so much. Oh and I ‘ll get my hands on one  of his books pretty soon😉 *fingers crossed*
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Live in the Details

 

Found from insta hopped till facebook. Always a treat to read and always on the top posts of instagram. Beautiful soulful words and lovely writing. What else do we need!
Bianca Sparacino
Honest, Brutal and Loving. Her words come with force and blow you away. I found her quiet recently but gosh she swept me away. Thank you for the words I have read and more to come!
Neil Gaiman
Oh, I know he is basically a published author and a famous one at that. He also has a TV show coming up based on his book but unlike most authors, he is pretty active in the digital world too! He answers weird ass questions and shares short pieces of gold on Tumblr. http://neil-gaiman.tumblr.com/ I just love his advice and want to thank him for his beautiful words!
He writes about personal development but not so normally. I’ve read a lot of articles on self-development and most of them get me bored and I leave them half way. I blame it on distractions. However this guy! I did not feel like it was some other personal development blog. True to his tagline. “Personal development articles that don’t suck”. Thank you!
7) Veronica Roth
Veronica Roth
Yass chikas! This is our dear divergent writer. But she ain’t here for that. She’s here cause she also has this amazing blog that she writes on. Beautiful poetry and lovely divergent FAQ s.  http://theartofnotwriting.tumblr.com/

 

Kel Campbell
Kel Capwell
Rawness. Rawness is what she writes with. They aren’t superficial and they don’t have any kind of pretty gown draped around them. From her smart titles to her stories. I always enjoy reading her work and am glad to be able to do that.
Thomas Oppong
Thomas Oppong
I want to thank this amazing writer / editor.  I first found him on medium and then realized he s on thought catalog too! Oh, my. Great words and great work!

What do I say about him? His words hit deep and always leave a mark. He has beautiful artwork and in all its an absolute pleasure to read him. Preach his words! They spell out TRUTH for you.
Es Poet
Pinterest. Insta , facebook? Where ever you are I am pretty sure one or more of his quotes have reached you before. Blunt, Spectacular and just breathtaking words. I have so many screenshots saved of his words and they help me when I need them. I think that’s how real writing should be like.
Apart from them, i NEED to confess something. I think I have a sort of obsession of sorts and an itty bitty crush on this guy’s writing. He isn’t just another marketing “guru” or the kind that’ll get me bored. I KNOW it has nothing to do with my blog except the fact that I am his target audience but oh my this guy has helped me so much. The guy’s blog has made me learn and grow and do some stuff here. He isn’t like the bloggers up there but more like the guy who helps us. It’s one of the most famous one and the one that recently changed his entire website. From boost blog traffic to…smart blogger xD Yes Yes Yes You all know who it is. Joonn Morroowwww (Wrestlemania style). Just thank you for so much.
I really suggest all you new bloggers to check him out

 

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Pss I am trying to fix things up and go all professional!

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