I had this post ready to be sent after one last edit on my birthday, however, my laptop decided it needed a retreat and broke down. That’s great too I got a new laptop! Anyways, No excuses but yes, that happened. My apologies. But can we pretend it’s my birthday? I’ll be waiting for your wishes hahaha So As promised today’s post is reallyyy special! You may ask why? Well, cause it’s my birthday. Nah just kidding . It’s a lot more than that. I decided it’s time to reflect on things and to thank the people that have made … Continue reading You Need to Stop and Check These 11 Amazing Writers for Free
I saw you today. I saw you and thought of how that was supposed to be me, the one holding flowers for you in that tiny cafe by the sixth Street , the one that watched you laugh today, the one that played with your hair and your lips, the one to love you. It was supposed to be me. But it wasn’t.
Instead, I was the one that stood there and watched, as you smiled adorably at him just the way you used to smile at me at some point. I saw, you wore the bracelet I gave to you, on a date with him. Glad you took a part of me with you.
Don’t Go There….
Don’t go in that house of your memories
There is nothing new to be found
Just weaknesses that your heart had shed
Lying all over the ground
Don’t go over there
Those pieces are like shards of glasses
And you won’t even scream as
They will make you bleed
Don’t go there because
you will keep going further
to search him in the mysterious darkness
We all know he isn’t there
Don’t go there because
Suddenly its been a while since they left. You are finally learning how to live without them. It has been a while since you accepted they wont return. You know because you waited. You waited for too long.
Then one day suddenly you randomly hear their name on the street. By the most whisper by two giggling girl. You hear their name and your world stops still. Your heart starts racing and your mind goes blank and everything runs back to your head. The memories, the tingles, the loneliness it all comes back again. Your eyes start tearing up and your grip on the coffee mug loosens. You bite your lip , yell at yourself to get on with it. But you just cannot. Not anymore. A lone tear makes its escape down your cheeks against your will. Just a name is all it takes.