How cancer became a reality for me

 

Hey guys, so this particular post is too close to my heart and honestly I have been debating over and over again whether I should post this or not. It means way too much to me and I wrote this when my grandfather was still alive. He passed away because of cancer three months ago and well…yeah I didn’t want to. But I guess this is me being brave and putting forth some of the real things I recently struggled with hoping it helps someone out there.

I also want to extend a warm hug to anyone going through cancer too.

I hope I do that through posting this piece.

You guys can hit me up on mail or DM me on Instagram anytime. I’d love to chat with you.


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Cancer. That word hit me hard. Like a brick wall to my face. A wall that marks the end of the road with no way around it. Just the wall standing tall in front of me.

 

Cancer A disease with no cure? That is just tragic. This year, someone I love was diagnosed with it and the thing about cancer is that the patient doesn’t suffer alone, the entire family does. Cancer became a full-fledged reality for me.

 

It came to me in waves. The first wave the first being, a chance of him having cancer, I ruled it out. My loved one cannot have cancer. He just cannot. The doctors said there were symptoms of it and I didn’t believe them. Then the second wave came in and they said they were ninety percent sure it was cancer. I denied it. Somehow ten digits of a percent somehow felt a lot bigger than ninety of them. I felt like screaming at the doctors for being so stupid, senseless even.

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You Need to Stop and Check These 11 Amazing Writers for Free

I had this post ready to be sent after one last edit on my birthday, however, my laptop decided it needed a retreat and broke down. That’s great too I got a new laptop! Anyways, No excuses but yes, that happened. My apologies. But can we pretend it’s my birthday? I’ll be waiting for your wishes hahaha So As promised today’s post is reallyyy special! You may ask why? Well, cause it’s my birthday. Nah just kidding . It’s a lot more than that. I decided it’s time to reflect on things and to thank the people that have made … Continue reading You Need to Stop and Check These 11 Amazing Writers for Free

Please Don’t Go there. ( Poetry for the heartbroken)

Don’t Go There….

Don’t go in that house of your memories 

There is nothing new to be found
Just weaknesses that your heart had shed
Lying all over the ground

Don’t go over there 
Those pieces are like shards of glasses

And you won’t even scream as

They will make you bleed

Don’t go there because

you will keep going further

to search him in the mysterious darkness

We all know he isn’t there

Don’t go there because

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Not Ruining another Day.

 Not ruining another day


Suddenly its been a while since they left. You are finally learning how to live without them. It has been a while since you accepted they wont return. You know because you waited. You waited for too long. 

Then one day suddenly you randomly hear their name on the street.  By the most whisper by two giggling girl. You hear their name and your world stops still.  Your heart starts racing and your mind goes blank and everything runs back to your head. The memories, the tingles, the loneliness it all comes back again. Your eyes start tearing up and your grip on the coffee mug loosens. You bite your lip , yell at yourself to get on with it. But you just cannot. Not anymore. A lone tear makes its escape down your cheeks against your will. Just a name is all it takes.

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Can you steal the limelight with May’s wonderful TTT?

“He loved her like the ocean loves the shore. Relentless. Indulgent. Unfailing” – Analog

Bonjour!

Topic Thingy is backk and to show your work to a new audience! Its as simple as 4 steps!

– Read the Topic of the month (Which you are ALREADY doing)

– Write your post

– Share it! (The normal way you do) and just include the TTT logo

– Link it to any one of my posts!

And your doneee.

-Read the guidelines over heree-

If you don’t know what Topic Thingy is..its just a challenge to myself and to you all! I choose a topic and write four posts on it. One every week and I challenge all you writers (or non writers) to write One post in the entire month too!

So Every month we have a topic that we write on!

All those who participate are featured on my blog! So you all get some free traffic to your blog as claps on the back from me 😉

It’s a WIN – WIN!

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