How cancer became a reality for me

 

Hey guys, so this particular post is too close to my heart and honestly I have been debating over and over again whether I should post this or not. It means way too much to me and I wrote this when my grandfather was still alive. He passed away because of cancer three months ago and well…yeah I didn’t want to. But I guess this is me being brave and putting forth some of the real things I recently struggled with hoping it helps someone out there.

I also want to extend a warm hug to anyone going through cancer too.

I hope I do that through posting this piece.

You guys can hit me up on mail or DM me on Instagram anytime. I’d love to chat with you.


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Cancer. That word hit me hard. Like a brick wall to my face. A wall that marks the end of the road with no way around it. Just the wall standing tall in front of me.

 

Cancer A disease with no cure? That is just tragic. This year, someone I love was diagnosed with it and the thing about cancer is that the patient doesn’t suffer alone, the entire family does. Cancer became a full-fledged reality for me.

 

It came to me in waves. The first wave the first being, a chance of him having cancer, I ruled it out. My loved one cannot have cancer. He just cannot. The doctors said there were symptoms of it and I didn’t believe them. Then the second wave came in and they said they were ninety percent sure it was cancer. I denied it. Somehow ten digits of a percent somehow felt a lot bigger than ninety of them. I felt like screaming at the doctors for being so stupid, senseless even.

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What is True Strength?

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So today let me share with you a piece i wrote a while back when I felt i needed some bad ass advice! Hope it leaves a thought or two with you 😉 Oh and hope it inspires you too! As this is the second post of TTT for the month! Also I’ve started posting on Instagram. Oh my god I got so much feedback there in so little time! Truly grateful! Thank you for the support guys! If you haven’t checked it out- It’s – being1nsane. Over there. So go on 1nsaniacs! Check out a few quotes by me! Won’t disappoint for sure! And do tell me what you think of them then 😉 Lets connect over there? Anyways Here goes the write up! Enjoy!

Its so funny how all  of us have fears , pains and million thoughts in our heads.
Its beautiful how we just put a mask on. So we can smile for the world .

Its salute worthy how we just purr our worries aside and focus on something else, something new even if we don’t really care .

How its so painful yet simple to act “normal” when all we want is to scream out loud and cry.

How we just tell people we are tired so they can leave us alone because you know you cant pretend anymore. Even for their sake.

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